
You said, ‘She’s got the map of Japan all over her face.’
But when I looked up at her I only saw skin.
My welted, wet face reminded you of a big, fat Indian squaw.
I thought we were Italians.
Shineola, blue gums, Sambo?
They’re only shoe polish, Halloween teeth and pancakes to me.
Like watermelon seeds, you spit out ‘Those kraut bastards!’
cleverly confusing your wife’s blond hair and blue eyes
with the sauerkraut barrel.
Filthy gypsies, no-good Greeks, yellow Chinks:
Your mother taught you that people are mean.
In embracing her, even to the grave,
You set this legacy spinning into the next generation’s fragile orbit.
If you could see how hard I’ve tried to dispel these lies,
your ideas like an unopened gift left behind
Would you be proud of me?
You can rest now in the gathered satin of your apathy
knowing I have slowly untangled the knots that were once given to you.
But at what price?
~~~
After the past campaign, my living in south Chicago for fourteen years, and finally in seeing history being made at last week's inauguration, I have jotted down these few thoughts. Presumably the are submitted to Sunday Scribblings--late again--but more importantly as a note to my daughters and future members of our family: I didn't get here overnight!
[
collage photos from Bannock County archives of Asians in Idaho in the 20th century, when my dad was growing up]